14th year house bound

[Jacques]

KAren i am wide awake, the storm has just past over, needed 6 towels to stop the leaks in the house, wow more work needs doing, oh well.

I will try for you Karen, but i don't know how much longer i can hold on, i wil try.  i know you are trying too, you give me a reason to go on.

[hiddenite]

I know that's how you feel j and it scares me. We've finally found each other again. There must be a reason for that.

I'm sorry Jacques I didn't know your roof leaked.

Will you be able to fix it one day?

I never want to loose you Jacques.

I see the wonderful person you are.

[Jacques]

Karen when you feel up to it i have some information that you may find helpful for your parents, you look at it first, if you need help getting the information i can help you.

http://www.theravive.com/blog/post/2013/12/28/Coping-with-Mental-Health-Conditions-Without-Family-Su...

[hiddenite]

Thanks Jacques I'll look into it.

How many positives do I owe you now?

[Jacques]

I know Karen, it scares me too, i never thought i would ever meet a person like you, someone who understand so completely, sometimes it takes my breath away how much we are the same.

I believe in fate too Karen, it is still a mystery to me why i get on with you so well, i could never talk to another person like i do to you, let alone a woman. i feel so nervious around everyone, things i have told you i have never spoken to anyone, you know more about me than anyone i have ever known, that includes my parents.

I don't know Karen, the roof will cost $10,000 or more, too much for me to afford.

Karen i never want to lose you either, i could not cope if something happened to you, i nearly was not here after you left the other forum, i was so close to ending it.

[Jacques]

i have lost count KAren 🙂 how about 1 good one?

[hiddenite]

I was so concerned for you safety after what had happened and I had promised you that I would be by your side and never leave. I was devastated ending up making an attempt and in the mhu.

I would never forgive myself if anything ever happened to you because of something I said.

Wow that is expensive, no wonder you haven't been able to have it fixed.

Get some rest Jacques

Goodnight

[hiddenite]

I have the best friend in the world and I'm so lucky.
Karen

[Jacques]

Karen you could never say anyhing to make me hurt myself, just the opposite, you save me each time you write to me, your words sooth me Karen, i am so glad you wanted to be my friend.  i am the luckiest person alive.

I am so devistated you ended up in the MHU and tryed to take your own life because of me, i wish that never happened and that we never got seperated, it was so traumatic for the both of us.

Sleep well my angel, enjoy the rain, the smell and the soothing nature of rain.

We will talk some more tomorrow, i can't wait.

Jacques

[hiddenite]

good night Jacques

Stay safe